powdered instance in plausable mischief

we are pictures pondered by,

you innocence wondered corpses to young

from backyards,

when i was just fourteen i saw a girl names Angel get shot in the face

you face it like wrm blankets

it's welcoming like trained intrinsic lust

and now i cant feel touch except when i touch myself

and i cant feel much unless youre the one feelin me

upon waking your hair is still braided

i braided it while you were sleeping

the grease and oil kept it together while you

dreamt of paris and monsters, police and whiskey.

delicate hairs twisted together like limbs contorted

after a three car pileup.

someone ran a stop light and my mouth yanked from

yours in a horrible way i've always imagined but

never thought would happen.

like applecores for homeless

breathless last breath

pennies in wellness

dropped down layered brick

with walls conjoined and thick

quick my mind to stummble

over words

like arrows shaped by telepathic birds

bath swam in swarms of words

my love can fill endless waterfalls

for you there is no end at all

never giving much thought to human skin,

scratching at your back, thinking about what makes it up.

cells upon cells.

they're stuck under my fingernails.

a part of you now someone who doesn't deserve.

i am not deserving of your skin on my fingers,

after only being used to bloody chunks of mine forcing

their way between nail and flesh.

dogs and bad breth

stuck to trees in timeof faithless

galaly in ancient scri pt tied to trees

and left to drop

into chalice or ground or to worldy crop

make water falls boil over ancient rock

my depth to keep you goes beyond

magic, or wood stilt or long hair that'd fall from

arch shaped windows in midevil lore

i hope to taste you through that through your front door

front door? front door to heaven? front door to hell?

you could end up being either one to me.

my personal heaven. my very own personal hell.

when i burn.

i will burn in either place.

will you burn next to me?

will i smell your skin as it peels away from your muscles?

will our skin melt together?

for eternity?

do you believe in eternity?

there is no quesiton.